Please don't forget my precious Janie Beth! Her journey continues even though she isn't here. She had miracles too. She touched lives too. She is loved too.
My journey matters even though I am still in the storm. I will stand on the promise that the sky is blue behind the clouds when I can't see a break in the storm.
I know this doesn't really make sense, but this is where I am after church today. Please don't avoid me if I have a break down. I need a hug more than ever at that time. I still hurt 2 months later, my grief journey isn't over. I will always miss her!! I will always love her!!!
God, please crucify my ego. Take away my selfishness and make me selfless. Help me be happy for those that are getting the miracles here on earth. Lord, mold my heart and bind me back together. I need You!!!!! Please hold me close and carry me. I love You! May I truly live my life for You and the Kingdom, even when it hurts. Thank You for loving me! In Jesus' name I pray. Amen