I could really use some prayers. This past week through Sunday was very emotionally draining for me. As usual, I didn't really realize it until it was all over. I am still somewhat down, and praying for God to lift me up as I have slid down into the mud. Or so it feels. It has been 2 months and I still miss her so much it hurts. I still long to hold her and kiss her and tell her I love her. Just when I think I am doing pretty well, something happens that knocks me down. It could be something tiny, and totally unexpected that could send me into tears.
I am thankful for your prayers!! This is a slow journey, and grief has no time table so don't expect me to be great by now, especially because I have 3 other children. They cannot take Janie Beth's place.
I hope to post this afternoon, but you just never know. :) I have 3 new name pictures to share. Please keep them coming!!! It warms my heart so much to see that she and I are thought about.